And I then turn my attention to look for the lesson - Why is this happening? What am I not doing right? What are different ways to do this? Who can I ask for advice or tips?
The best part is 3 to 6 months later (*ahem* or 12), when I look back and think "Remember that time you were effing this up? It's so easy to you now. You joker."
And I smile.
Because I know I've grown. And that I'm a joker.